Still No Replacement for The Queets Seventh-day Adventist Church!

Thinking about working for Native Ministries? You may want to read the story "The Ellen White Cult" (see the links on the right). This is my story of how I was spiritually abused by Steve Huey, Monte Church, The Washington Conference, The Forks Seventh-day Adventist Church and the Port Angeles Seventh-day Adventist Church. 

Even if you are a devout SDA missionary (as I was), everything you say or think will be scrutinized. The Forks SDA church is INCREDIBLY conservative, almost going as far as an offshoot. Ellen White is revered there, and any questioning of her is not looked upon kindly. If you follow the letter of the Spirit of Prophecy, you will be accepted, but once you start to deviate from it, you will find that you will be watched, spied on, isolated, and ousted. This is not the drama you want in your life! 

Missionary work is hard work. It was soul-crushing for me. I would never, ever go back to that nonsense. You are expected to either work for free, fundraise, and then give back at least 10% of all that to a church that wants to send 1 Billion copies of the Great Controversy to the world. What a joke! 

Queets is a lovely little town, and I loved the people there. I loved them so much that I had to start to tell them the truth about the cultish practices involved with the SDA church. When I was back in Queets a couple months back for Queets Days, I saw that the parsonage and church was still empty and unused. This made me smile, because I know that no other missionary family is going through the utter hell we did. I am so glad to no longer be a Seventh-day Adventist!

Are you thinking about working with Native Ministries of the Washington Conference in Queets? Let me be 100% honest with you. After what these people have seen with the church and how "out there" "controlling" and "strange" it is, they are not going to want to be a part of such an organization. The SDA church is a HIGH CONTROL church. If you do not live according to their rules, you are going to not make it. I was absolutely shocked how we were supposed to be reaching Native Americans and bringing them into the church, but how they were looked down upon by the same church. The things I heard the church say about these people were disgusting at times, and completely false at best. The only thing that matters to the church is conquest and numbers. More tithe-payers and Ellen White book-buyers. There comes a time when you will not be accepted, and I learned that the hard way. 

I spent TEN YEARS as a missionary to a church that WOULD NOT ALLOW ME to ask questions. It was GOING TOO FAR when I asked about the truth of Ellen White. None of the evidence I found against her could be refuted by ANY of the Adventist pastors I brought it too. Instead, I was told to "ignore her for a while and come back later when I was more spiritually mature" or to "STOP." I was told that ELLEN G WHITE prophesied my path to apostasy. This church LIVES BREATHES AND WORSHIPS Ellen G White!

Now it's time to get the word out! If you are thinking about working for Monte Church, Steve Huey, Washington Conference Native Ministries in Queets, WA, PLEASE RECONSIDER! IT. IS. NOT. WORTH. IT.

Glad to Be Free From the SDA Church!

It's a good day to reminisce on being free. Back in the high-control religion of Seventh-day Adventism, life was almost pre-determined for me. It was my job to either be a missionary or give give give to the church. It didn't matter what skills I had in life. If they did not benefit the SDA church, they were worthless. 

Now I am free. My father-in-law passed away a couple of days ago, and he was one of those people who was knee deep in Ellen G White. He lived and breathed that woman. Now he's in a place where she is not seen as a prophet. I have no idea what happens after death (I don't believe the Bible's account of death, that's for sure), but I do believe that the soul or spirit lives on in some way. I believe that he has consciousness and I believe that he's either being reborn as a human (and thus has no idea about her), or he's a spirit world / different dimension, and that there is a lot of eye-opening revelations happening there. No matter what, he is no longer here, and his views of Ellen G White are no longer relevant. 

Adventism lost another Ellen Whitehead, and that is going to hurt the church. Like it or not, people are leaving the Adventist church. While pastors like Steve Huey, Monte Church, Jay Coon, and Conrad Vine continue to peddle the lies, the normal people are seeing Adventism for what it truly is: a high control religion that has no bearing in the modern world. We don't want your religion. We don't want your false prophet. We don't want your stupid rules for living. We don't want ANYTHING RELATED TO THE SDA CHURCH!

Now that I am free, I am both getting the word out and getting a LOT more comfortable in my own skin! It feels good to be me again. It's a slow process, but I am seeing results every single day. Adventism was the ultimate slavery. I kept hearing how we were "free in Christ" but what a lie that was! We were SERVANTS to a DEMON church lead by a NASTY FALSE PROPHET. I am glad to be out of the Washington Conference, Native Ministries and all that nonsense. 

I Would Not Get on Noah's Nasty Ol' Ark!

 You have heard it time and time again (or at least I have): "Those who were RIGHTEOUS were called to get on his ark, but nobody heard his call. All were rightfully destroyed by a gentle and compassionate God." 

I was talking to a friend of mine in Forks, WA and I told her that this was a NASTY test for God to engage in. How dare God test his people when there are SO MANY who claim and have claimed to have end of the world knowledge and end up hurting those who follow them! How many cults have formed where someone claims to know about the end of the world (the Seventh-day Adventist church is such a cult). 

If someone came up to me today and said to go with them into their dark place to await the end of the world, I would say HELL NO! David Koresh, Hale Bopp, Kool Aid... No thank you! Who in their right mind follows someone who claims to know about the end of the world? Why would God create this as a test to be saved? 

This is one huge problem I have with the Bible, yet the SDA church pushed the Noah story so hard. Why? Because the Seventh-day Adventist church is COPYING the Noah story for their own gain. Remember folks, the SDA church is the END TIMES REMNANT church who has the Spirit of Prophecy and keys to salvation. The SDA church claims a world wide Sunday law will cause the mark of the beast and, like the days of Noah, all who accept it won't be saved.

The SDA church and Ellen White claim that today is fast becoming or is like the days of Noah. Yet, when you leave the insular world of the SDA church you find that people on the outside are loving, kind, and peaceful individuals who only want what's best for their families and their lives. Most people are compassionate and would help another in need. I have many friends from around the world who are not Seventh-day Adventists, and never meet anyone who should be destroyed by a LOVING and MERCIFUL God. 

This was always one of those cognitive dissonance issues that I had with the church. I never understood how the Adventist church could claim it was "like the days of Noah" when I saw no reason for God to just start wiping people out. 

In my book "The Ellen White Cult" (see links on the right), I talked about how I was shocked at how Adventist pastors such as Jay Coon and Victor Marshall would spy on me and tattle on my questioning of Ellen White to Native Ministry Pastor Steve Huey! They were vicious when I started to question the church. Ellen White was lifted up like a goddess! And once I saw that and started to compare here with Mormon pioneer prophet Joseph Smith, I was ripped apart! The abuse that exists within the world of Adventism is vile! They say shunning doesn't exist within the SDA church, but it does--it's just not as in your face as others. But once you are out, many will look at you like you are lost. Pastors and leaders will start to back off and leave you. You will be blocked and isolated. This is the SDA way! 

In conclusion: There is no way I would ever get on an end times boat with some lunatic at the helm telling me he/she has end of the world knowledge. After being a part of a cult at Countryside Sabbath Fellowship in Deer Park there is ZERO CHANCE I would EVER set foot on such a boat. I would rather be eternally destroyed than deal with some hate-filled deity that partakes in such half-baked tests for salvation! 

But, you know what, dear reader? Ever since parting ways from Native Ministries leader Steve Huey and Monte Church, and the Seventh-day Adventist church with such folk as extremist Conrad Vine and Jay Coon, I have been 1000000000% happier! I don't need ELLEN G WHITE breathing down my neck and telling me how to organize every aspect of my life! Ellen White is a fraud and has no place in my life or anyone else's. Someone should have told her to MIND HER OWN DAMN BUSINESS and focus on HER OWN SALVATION. Yet, she was too busy eating oysters and duck and telling everyone else not to. That's on her. All I know is that I love my own life, and it's my own life to live. Thank the gods! 

One Year Out of Adventism!

It has been one year since I left the Seventh-day Adventist church and I have never been more empowered in my life! No longer do I bow down to Adventist leadership. People like Adventist Frontier Missions president Conrad Vine, Pastor Steve Huey, Pastor Jay Coon, or offshoot "pastor" Albert Fletcher of Countryside Sabbath Fellowship in Deer Park, WA has no say over my life! I no longer have to feel guilt for not eating what Ellen White says I should eat. I have no more guilt for having too much s*x! I no longer hold guilt for being alive. I no longer feel the need to please some distant God who answers or ignores prayers at his whim. 

I AM FREE!

I no longer have to wonder if Walter Vieth is telling the truth or if he is out there. I know he is. I know they are all! 

I AM FREE!

I love the freedom I feel now that I am no longer a member of the Seventh-day Adventist church!

I imagine (and shudder to think about) what life would be like if I was still in the church. What if I was still an AFM missionary? Oh hell no! What a nightmare! 

The rigid rules of Seventh-day Adventism are soul crushing. It is a HIGH CONTROL RELIGION that brought me to my lowest point in life. I have watched how it has usurped the life out of other people, and I am back to tell my story (I was threatened before by Adventist pastors who did not like my previous blogs and writings). 

I am here to tell the truth about my time in the SDA church. I am here to spread the word about the dangers and deceptions of Seventh-day Adventism. The word is getting out, and I want to be a part of that word!

There is a reason why so many people in my family and many of my friends are now leaving the SDA church. The Adventist church has dismal attrition levels, despite its claim that it is the remnant end times church. 

Here's a newsflash for you: there's no such thing! 

I am glad to be back! This is going to be good!

One year free baby!