It has now been well over a week and there has been no apology sent. I don’t think I can get myself to do it. I had written a letter and decided I could not get myself to honestly send that. I have no desire to say sorry for things that I am truly not sorry about. Unlike the church, I feel no desire to use deception to get my point across.
My eyes are being opened so wide regarding the church. The fact that our supervisors came by and told me to take my personal views and beliefs down and apologize for them only shows the desire the church has to be right and not have its reputation harmed in any way. The church comes before its members and missionaries.
We have been telling people around the village of Queets, WA about the issues that are taking place (we were not supposed to talk about this stuff…more deception). Every single person we have told does not understand why we were told to leave over me stating my own beliefs. They think it’s insane.
When our supervisors came to visit us a week and a half ago, they mentioned that they had a lot of “damage control” to work on. They mentioned how they needed to bring in a new replacement for us to clean up the damage I have caused the church. Yet, they have no idea how much damage has been done by having us leave. By forcing me underground for a season, I am only writing and compiling more information and looking at things more closely. A church that works to silence people when they discover things is dangerous.
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